Sorrow...

Well it looks as though our buyer is backing out on our property which also means we lose the new house... I don't even know what to think at this point. All the pieces were falling into place and then 4 days before our originally scheduled closing, everything came crashing down and has continued to pound away at our hearts since... we find out today for sure but all signs point to disappointment. I am tired. Tired of hoping and waiting... Tired of disappointment... tired of eating on the floor since our table is in storage...

Perhaps it sounds as though I am complaining but I know no other course at this point... have i prayed about it? yes i have... I don't understand what I am supposed to be learning from this terrible experience... what lesson will come from this that will make me a better person, a better Christian?

My friends, I ask for your prayers today as we wait to hear news...

Today is our four year wedding anniversary... a day of celebrating overshadowed by doubt and fear...